Monday, June 29, 2009

Sunday Scripture: Daniel in the Den of Lions

Daniel 6:1-3 "It pleased Darius to appoint 120 satraps to rule throughout the kingdom with three administrators over them, one of whom was Daniel. The satraps were made accountable to them so that the king might not suffer loss. Now Daniel so distinguished himself among the administrators and the satraps by his exceptional qualities that the king planned to set him over the whole kingdom." What a phenomenal teaser to get us more excited about WHO Daniel is and WHAT his history with the king must look like! (Kyle read some great stuff out loud from Chapter 5 at this point)

Daniel 6:4 "At this, the administrators and the satraps tried to find grounds for charges against Daniel in his conduct of government affairs, but they were unable to do so. They could find no corruption in him, because he was trustworthy and neither corrupt nor negligent." At this moment I thought of the way we may act when another is being used by God in ways that are extraordinary. So extraordinary that we may find it tempting to wish less than God's blessing on them simply out of selfishness and insecurity. A dear friend of mine is being so incredibly blessed in what she is doing with her new business. She has been obedient to the Lord and His work is being furthered - hence the amazing experiences that she's having! If I, for a moment, were less than excited for what she's going through because I also am in the beginning stages of building my business I would neglect all that God is doing with ME and MY obedience! Oh what I would miss out on if I didn't jump with her in her joy! These men must have missed out on such joy while conceiving a plan to kill Daniel! Oi... hindsight was 20/20 -- you'll see...

Daniel 6:5-9 speaks to the detail with which the plan to kill Daniel was carried out. It was so deceitful and wicked. A decree was put into place that anyone praying to anyone other the the king himself must be put to death. Unbeknownst to the king, he had just signed Daniel's death certificate and would soon realize the wickedness of his satraps and administrators.

Daniel 6:10 "Now when Daniel learned that the decree had been published, he went home to his upstairs room where the windows opened toward Jerusalem. Three times a day he got down on his knees and prayed, giving thanks to his God, just as he had done before." Daniel's response to the decree was to go to God FIRST. Not only did he go to God first, he did what he'd always done - just as he had done before - and prayed in front of the windows to his God. He didn't see the decree or the death threat as a 'sign' from God that he should refrain from prayer! No! He saw that in his God's presence was the best place to be regardless of the consequence! How often do you and I try to find a 'sign' from the Lord as to why we shouldn't serve Him in a certain way? How often does it somehow correlate to our 'comfort'? Why would God take into account our 'comfort' when we've so twisted and tweaked the idea of comfort to fit our human way of life? Not only that, but wouldn't it be easy to consider our affect on those who don't know Christ as more important than our time with Christ?! I feel like this is so much of what the 'church' does now... oh, if we don't meet the masses where they're at then they won't hear the gospel... if we put a halt on all that we've done thus far to just seek the Lord what about the lost?... I do the same thing at times! Don't you?! Shouldn't Daniel have thought about the lost in his absence? What if he died... then wouldn't he be less effective?!

GOD DOESN'T NEED YOU. GOD DOESN'T NEED ME.

Daniel 6:11 "Then these men went as a group and found Daniel praying and asking God for help." Daniel was requesting of the Lord to help him. I automatically assumed that he would ask God for help such as 'save me from death' as opposed to 'give me strength to stand up under the ridicule and give me peace as I meet my death'. Who knows what Daniel was praying in the moment that 'these men' found him. My assumptions of how those closest to the Lord respond in worship to Him somehow always shock me into humility and a new way of thinking.

Daniel 6:16 "So the king gave the order (and oh his heart was so downcast as he was TRICKED into signing this decree), and they brought Daniel and threw him into the lions' den. The king said to Daniel, "May your God, who you serve continually, rescue you!" Kyle brought up how awesome it was that the king did not assume any power to be credited to Daniel but only to the God Daniel serves daily! Do we worship God in such a way that others know that its Him who has the power, not us?! When other [Christians] pat us on the back for our obedience to the Lord, how do we respond? Do we do a good job of 'deflecting' the praise and offering our gratitude to the Lord in that moment for the work He's done through us? What does it look like to worship God in this way?

Daniel 6:17 "A stone was brought and placed over the mouth of the den, and the king sealed it with his own signet ring and with the rings of his nobles, so that Daniel's situation might not be changed."
Can you imagine the sorrow at the moment for the king? The remorse? The guilt that he was so unaware of the deceit going on? He had to commit himself to what he chose whether the outcome was comfortable or not. Wow... I hadn't thought about this yesterday when I read it. He was the KING! But his commitment to his word was trustworthy and he could not go back. (read Daniel 6:18-19)

Daniel 6:20-22 "When he came near the den, he called to Daniel in an anguished voice, 'Daniel, servant of the living God, has your God, whom you serve continually, been able to rescue you from the lions?'
Daniel answered, 'O king, live forever! My God sent his angels, and he shut the mouths of the lions. They have no hurt me, because I was found innocent in his sight. Nor have I ever done any wrong before you, O king." Can you imagine (think in our day and age and NOT in your bible mentality) what it must be like to see God rescue in this way? I wondered while I read this if the king walked to the den the next morning assuming that Daniel was alive but apprehensive in the case that his faith might make him a fool... or did he come in anguish that he had sent a young man so innocent to his death... what was his state? And what must it have been like for him to hear Daniel's lively voice shout from the den?! Oh HOW AWESOME! And oh how much more amazing than if Daniel would have prayed in quiet and continued to live his life in the king's courts hoping to shine the light of God into the king's life?! Do you understand what I'm saying? Daniel's desire to be in God's presence in spite of the death threat was what allowed God to use Daniel to SEAL the king's love for God! AWESOME AND AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND OH SO CONVICTING.

Daniel 6:26-27 "I issue a decree that in every part of my kingdom people must fear and reverence the God of Daniel.
For he is the living God and he endures forever; his kingdom will not be destroyed, his dominion will never end.
He rescues and he saves; he performs signs and wonders in the heavens and on the earth.
He has rescued Daniel from the power of the lions." Yeah... I just want to be in the presence of the Lord. He does good things when I am obedient and focused on Him. Holy moly! And entire kingdom decreed to follow the God of Daniel! God is good. His design is flawless even when it looks so messy.

... not to mention all the other men and their wives and children were thrown into the lions' den as a result. In Daniel 6:24 it says "and before they reached the floor of the den, the lions overpowered them and crushed all their bones."

I will trust in you oh God and find my rest in You alone. You are my comfort and You meet every need.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Ooooh... that's SOUR!

See the lime in the foreground of the shot...








This was the 3rd time he'd tasted that lime wedge. Typical Ben. Freakin' persistent.

Prepping the table on Sunday.


Its been a few weeks since our family sat down together and read scripture over a Sunday meal - see my post here from a couple Sundays ago. I was out of town and then we had a day at the Mariners game for Father's Day. I'm SO EXCITED to sit down this afternoon, read scripture, revel in the character of God and begin soaking up what He wants to teach me and our family. Not to mention some brats with sauerkraut and cream cheese helps bring clarity to the brain... ;)

You can bet there'll be some wonderful thoughts to blog about this evening... stay posted.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

To discipline or not to discipline, that is the question.

Discipline is (v) to correct; to teach what is right; (n) training that corrects, molds or perfects moral character.

I understand that discipline takes on all forms. Kyle and I have felt quite clearly that the 'rod' has literally meant the physical discipline in the form of a spoon on the bum or a bare hand on the bare rump. Not only have I interpreted scripture to command this type of discipline when a heart change is in order, I also have noticed that this is what is takes to "correct, mold, and perfect moral character" in my children. If I see the definition of discipline above (which I don't think any of us would refute), I realize that its between the parent and God to find the correct means of action to harvest a heart that is honoring to the Lord... and for Kyle and I (and our kids, God bless them) it has literally meant a physical form of discipline when any disobedience is at hand.

The handful of issues that have resulted in 4 disciplines, aka spoons on the rump: Katie chose to 'frolic' in the living room half-dressed after I had informed her to get her pjs on; Katie picked Ben up whilst looking me square in the face after telling her not to; Katie sitting on the stairs because she wanted Mom to put her to bed - not Dad; William deciding to take the ball from his younger brother after I informed him not to touch it... and on and on.

(the next takes place in a private room)

Mom: "William, you are going to receive 3 disciplines on your bum. Why are you going to receive discipline?"
Will: "Because I was disobedient..."
Mom: "What did you do that was disobedient?"
Will: "I touched the ball that Ben was holding."
Mom: "Did I ask you not to touch the ball?"
Will: "Yes."
Mom: "Did you touch it anyway?"
Will: "Yes."
Mom: "Was that disobedient?"
Will: "Yes" (crying)
Mom: "Will, God says that it is 'wise to receive your discipline' (Proverbs 13:1) so please come over here and get your disciplines."

(after the disciplines have been given)

Mom: "William, I love you so much." (rocking him and cuddling with him) I give you discipline because God has told you that you need to obey your Mom and Dad (Exodus 20:12) and if you do not you need to receive discipline. If you are not obedient to the Lord than you are unsafe. God has put me in charge of keeping you safe!"
Will: "Oh..." (usually with a heavy lower lip)
Mom: "I need you to say you're sorry and ask for forgiveness."
Will: "I'm sorry Mom for [whatever]... will you please forgive me?"
Mom: "Yes, William, I forgive you."

What a rewarding time!

... I'm writing this post than for no other reason than to vent and express that the question so often for me is, 'to discipline or not to discipline?' I find that though the exhaustion is overwhelming, God always gives me grace to overcome the battles. Because in the end, when He calls me to obedience, unless I'm obedient, His will is not accomplished.

Amen. To all Moms out there, keep on keeping on.

Early morning lens fun...




Thanks for humoring me.

Now I will vaccuum, disinfect, scrub and prepare my house for the day ahead... Grandpa and Grandma Schei will be over and we'll be cookin' up some mean ribs... oh, I should take a shot of them! Just a moment.



If ever you want to entertain the thought of spending oodles of money on a lens... go down to Glazers in Seattle and try out a few. They're customer service is impeccable and what a wonderful excuse to go into the city.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Tantrum de Ben

These photos were shot within the span of less than 5 minutes. Benjamin has become accustomed to throwing tantrums about petty things like not eating what he wants when he wants or taking naps or, in this case, not getting to climb on the roof with the big kids.

It went from pleasant to ugly and back to pleasant pleasantly fast... it was a photographic opportunity. If only he didn't look so cute when he was oh so mad.

























Its addicting...

...to rent lenses.



This image of my front door was shot with the beautiful Nikkor 17-35mm f2.8 AF (one of Nikon's wideangle lenses)... what a blast! I can be swallowing your head with the hood of my camera and have 102 degree angle of view in the shot -- its AWESOME. This will be used for tomorrow's shoot and I'm thrilled to get to experiment with it... rent = $25 and to purchase = $1539. I think I'll rent this one for awhile.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Schuper Cuts

Aunt Lesley, eat your heart out...

The up and coming Salon de Schei is about to surface.

Katie had the privilege of cutting Kyle's hair today. She LOVED it. What young girl wouldn't enjoy playing real-life barber shop?! It was such fun to watch and, for me, even more so to photograph.





"Mom, why are you standing on the side of the bathtub?"... "for no other reason dear than to enjoy this Father's Day weekend with every fiber of my being...

Friday, June 19, 2009

The drive home to Seattle.

As I loaded my van today a gentleman and his wife were passing by on their, what looked to be normal, morning walk.

"Are you leaving the country?" he asked as he paused and held his hands out as though he couldn't understand why this little girl, in a black dress, with high heel flip flops on was carrying an armload of luggage while her minivan sat open to the elements - pod on top was propped open, bike rack held two vintage Schwinns, the side doors were back allowing for easy access to the van's AWESOMENESS of child seats and open space.

I chuckled and mentioned that I lived in Seattle... that I had been here for 10 days and was making the trip back over the mountains with more loot than I arrived with. He chuckled, turned his back to me, trotted up the street, hopped on the sidewalk and resumed his walk with his wife.

The drive home was rather uneventful aside from the unending anxiety that it would soon become eventful. I rehearsed in my head the scene of a bike flying off the bike rack only to kill an entire family traveling innocently behind me. I watched the bikes in my rear view mirror as though I was using my own will to keep them in place.

It worked. We have arrived home safe and sound and are ready to jump back into the routine of our daily life...

Oh, never mind. Its summer.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Schwinn Suburban

Found at a local garage sale, a Schwinn Suburban in wonderful condition. We actually rode it around today... I have no idea how I'm going to get home to Seattle with 2 'new' bikes, 3 children, 2 kids' bikes and the rest of our loot.

Look for me on the freeway later this week... and WATCH OUT!

Don't you judge me.


After a Not So Exhausting afternoon of playing in the Eastern WA heat, I did NOT leave my two oldest children at home with my 16 year old sister and her boyfriend, and I did NOT spend that time at Anne Taylor Loft and spend $80+ on shorts and skirts. And upon arriving home and agreeing to a walk with three kids (4 year old riding a bike) I did NOT haul her behind me with a rope up hills all the while telling her that next time we'll think about it before choosing such a long route. I did NOT just look at the clock to discover it was bedtime, put another movie on for the kids and come downstairs to blog because I didn't want to take time out to read books, brush teeth, go potty and pray. And I MOST CERTAINLY DID NOT bring down the bottle of wine so that I could refill my glass without pause.

Nope. Not me. Never would I do such things.

Not me! Monday!

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.

IF I CAN FIND THE 'COMMENT' I LEFT ON MCKMAMA'S BLOG I WILL COPY AND PASTE... BECAUSE WHAT I DID WAS WRITE MY 'NOT ME' MOMENT IN HER COMMENTS WHICH IS WHAT I THOUGHT I NEEDED TO DO TO PLAY! UH-OH NOT SO. AND IT WAS RATHER GOOD. I'D HATE TO MESS UP THE ORIGINAL POST. I'LL POST IT WHEN I FIND IT.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Playing on the roof...

The view was so beautiful from my old perch atop the roof outside my old room...


I invited the kids out.




Strike a [Spiderman] pose!




For those of you concerned as to where my brain has gone, know that the angle of the roof was well suited for small children and 3 out of the 4 'drops' posed NO DANGER. That being said, when Ben goes to his morning nap, we'll be heading out to enjoy a snack atop the roof.

Oh the view is glamorous.